being present

I have not actually taken the time to sit down and blog anything in a long time. this is because I have been very busy with work/photography/life. but also when I do have a moment to catch my breath, I want to be totally present in what I am doing. Whether it is catching up with a friend on the phone, or just playing outide with Jonah, I have learned that although I can get more done, mulitasking isn't always the best policy. It takes away from the things that are the most important.

In recent weeks, there has been times of great joy, but also deep sadness within our family. As you can see from my photos we have spent time with family, and traveled some. Jonah has been doing great and rolling with the punches, so to speak. So it has been great to do those things, but there has also been serious things going on.

My aunt was diagnosed with cancer this summer, and passed away several weeks ago. This happened very suddenly and it sort of makes you step back, and take stock of what is important. Although we were unable to attend her funeral, I learned alot about her and her character. She loved the unlovely (direct quote from my mom). She was deeply devoted to those she cared about. I think that is very admirable. What I have decided is the "take-home" message from the whole experience is that you need to pay attention, and be present in all circumstances, to learn all you can from people. and love the unlovely. most of all, I think it is so important to make peace with all circumstances in your life. this is not to say it is possible to make peace with all people in your life, but to come to terms with it in your heart. And realize what is important in this world are the people who love you and that you love and don't take that for granted.

I guess this is a very reflective post. That's what happens when the person you hang out with all the time can't talk back to you...:)